Tuesday 16 January 2018

Imagined realities of a foreign familiar Land!

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Why do Indians care so much about their language? Seems like a retarded question to ask because everyone cares about the language that they speak in, but Indians especially care about the acquired foreign delicacies. English has been nativised and the natives have been stylised into what we actually wanted to be forever, beyond our own given selves. Indians want respect bad, not that no one else does, but Indians want this more than anything else, period.

For having this respect, we're ready to indulge in whatever the fuck is required, including making English our lingua franca. It could've been Sanskrit, it could've been Persian, it could've been Peruvian, but it needed to be a language that the majority of Indians would be uncomfortable with, just so that the elite would have their own norms and language and words, a world which would be closed to everyone else but them.




I agree that such has been the practice of all the peoples all around the world, for the longest time and that India isn't an exception to what is basic human nature. We have just taken it to the next level, to the level that we derogate our own cultural heritage for the sake of becoming the part of the elites. Even as I write and think in this foreign language, I can't imagine how these words have shaped my worldview, have throttled the deep upsurge of the groundswell emotions, ignored the 'feel' of this reality of my own which has to be constantly interpreted in terms which are not perfect for me. When I try to go back to that which is mine, I find it inadequate, unfamiliar, a mirage.

India has several languages, which have had centuries of developmental history behind them. Languages which are an organic groundswell of all of the histories that have had their role in shaping who we are and why we do certain things. Why do Indians frown upon premarital relations? Is it because of the Victorian British 'properness' which we have imbibed or is the Moghul 'Riwayat', the Manuwadi 'Dharam' or just the socio-economic reality of our times?

An agriculture based society would need strongly built familial bonds which need to be patricentric to allow the proper exercise of authority, the upkeep of the farm and works, without which the people would starve. That is why India has a tyrannical system of "Khap Panchayats", not just because people want to localise the organs of power, but also because the rule of the many provides them security from their frail existential situation and the tyranny of their laws keeps off their minds from their looming death.




Language then, in this context doesn't need to do its work of conveying the heart of the matter. It needs to hide things, to make things ambiguous, to be used as an obfusticating agent of justification, to justify what the people have to face in their everyday lives to be able to survive. We can blame the 'system', the government, the 'foreign hand', but perhaps there is some truth in the misery that millions face, that India is a poor country still and therefore has all the paraphernalia of poverty with it and the ways in which people still seek to maintain their respect in face of the odds. Language can become a cheap tool to overcome a lifetime of problems.


NEXT
Going beyond language ...
- Part two of series; Imagined realities of a familiar foreign land. 

Friday 25 August 2017

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Wednesday 19 April 2017

Shape of a Story



Somewhere in the history of a nation, a group of people, a religion is a time of profound and well spread activity philosophically. It's like they all limited all of their core beleifs to some critical period of time and then they decided not to think about those things anymore. People do that too, they make an image of themselves modelled upon some specific times and try not to vary too much from that, unless of course the vagaries of life holds up an unrecognisable image in the mirror.

Further than what our thoughts can convey, the roots of our thinking are submerged in the soil made up of dead ancestors. It's not easy to forgive someone for being limited to their own perspective, because everyone else too is limited to their own, but reasoning out things helps us recognise why we think like we do and that is required for moving forward.

For me,  there was my fear of giving up on my lousy job. As long as I kept on telling myself that I could both achieve my dream on the sidelines and do the job as well and that thinking otherwise is cowardice and shirking, I wasn't able to resign. It was only when I recognised that my actual fear was in fact rooted in an utter lack of self belief that I was able to move forward, take appropriate remedies and get the control of my life back.

Somehow, there lies in our subconscious the same kind of reasonings that keep on pivoting us back to the same peg and we are conditioned not to question those basic assumptions. Religion gets a hold on us in that way. I feel that we are afraid of the great unknown that life really is. Maybe there is no meaning to it all and we were all a freakish coincidence in the otherwise deadness of life. Then we evolved according to the conditions we faced and bam, our story is explained. But hey! That to me doesn't sound too inspiring and the storyline sucks too.

George Borges had warned his fiction class about relying too much on reality. He said that if the story gets too real, we start finding it boring. After all we have certain expectations from the story and expect it to play accordingly. A nicer story would involve us in the lead roles doing some culturally appropriate things to bring our own selves into existence, Jesuslike.

That story is so infused in every step of our lives that we take that we can't help overlooking it. The story of capitalistic growth has at it's roots a story of struggle of the poor guy, say Jack who through struggle and his wits manages to make himself rich and then finds way to keep it that way forever. Communisms story is that of collective struggle against Jack and taking his property and dividing it up. Socialisms story is setting a ceiling for Jack in terms of richness in the first place. Religions story is keeping everyone happy despite the poverty and pain.

Stories don't have to be literal, they just need to have that felt value which gives them the authority to run our lives in a very subtle way. A man on the side of revolutionaries fighting the just war and the man on the side of the enlightened conquistadors trying to bring light to darkness would have very different ideas about the same situation and the same happenings.

What is the story of today's world? We are tired of the capitalist's story, for it has left us raw and bruised. We gave up on the communist story because after the rush of the first page, it was rotten all the way to the end. The only option is to go back to the tried and tested story of the religious opium addict and many people have done exactly that.

From Putin to Erdogan to Trump to Modi to all those dictators rising up in the world right now, all of them without exception have used the nostalgic story of giving the people back the simple times of yesteryears as a ruse for getting elected. They've promised and promised and promised all of this on the basis of not some concrete plan that they have in their hands, but rather the clever move of building the story of revival that starts through the personal self of these power men.

Like a hero in a story without a villain, these men would feel useless and so they have even created the ruse of the coming evil and asked their followers to remain prepared. That is their story and we have believed them, considering their electoral victories.

What the world needs is therefore some new stories.

A story where we don't need dichotomies, where there is a lot of dialogue and a lot less action, a proliferation of unique characters doing what they like and others accepting the change. Underlying the entire story would be the basic human emotions of love, compassion and understanding, which would be aim of the story and not some megalomaniac or some extremist philosophy.

I just hope that such a story doesn't become too boring for our popcorn nibbling selves.


Off beat

the more you go into the search of self, the more you realise that it is like going into the atom. First you end up making concrete assumptions and then you end up breaking them, till you get a deeper understanding. However, just when you think that you have everything figured out, something entirely out of the blue strikes and then the same process begins again.

With the atom it was the discovery of subsequent models of Rutherford, Bohr, Quantum related, Boson et cetera. For the mind, there was the philosophical model of the Anima, Spirit-God,the era of pure mechanism, the era of unconscious and conscious, behaviourism-cognitivism and now the accumulative wealth of all of these models adding up to a small part of understanding.

These theories should link up at some level, like the nature of reality itself has something to tell us about the mind and visa versa. At the end of the tunnel, I expect some sort of entanglement of the observer and the observed, both effecting each other equally.

Physics can get the answers to the "what is it" and philosophy to the "why it is so". 

Wednesday 15 February 2017

what gives meaning to our lives

In the name of the lord, most mighty in service of whom our lives will be spent.

This is how most articles in the medieval times would have been written. In supplication of the lord that granted the barn journalists bread and water, it was customary to address ever letter with a little praise for him. This doesn't mean that we have to do it still, because as a certain Mr. Dylan identified correctly, the times they are a changing. 

I wouldn't want to harp on about songs.  Do they give meaning to our lives? Maybe, they do to some people and in that sense, lots of people would derive meaning from lots of things.

If I told the people who are gladly living their lives, that they had only 60 more years left ( cheers from the octogenarians!) ... I don't think that their current way of living their life would change by that much. The vastness of time would seem to loom in front of them and they would continue to plan for the future far ahead, while livning the kind of life that they wanted to, every now and then.

What IF?

What if, I told a healthy middle aged person that he/she has 30 years to live. It'd be hard for to accept, but not totally unlikely given that 30 years is sufficient time to wind up our lives and do whatever extra things that we've put on the back burner. I expect that most of them would become a little more focussed in the kind of life that they want to live, in the kind of people that they want to share their lives with and then also the choices that they make would be more reflective of this choice.

What iff?

The fun starts when I tell someone that they have only 10 years to live, which is assuming that I am some sort of magical creature that comes every once in a while to tell people how long they have got left. It's a strange iff, for buried deep inside every person is perhaps this fear that they have to die and yet the vagueness of the oncoming death does little to keep them reminded of it. When suddenly, you have the 10 year target, I think it would bring about a hell of a change.

What do you think 'You' would do?

I would give up on my current life, take up travel blogging, never settle kind of life to fill every possible experience that I can imagine into the remaining 3560 days, see now I am thinking about the time in a much more concrete term.. it's about how my focus changed. I'd take up odd jobs now and then to sustain myself and I can even see myself doing something meaningful for those years in terms of working, but I would never take a piece of shit from anyone just for the sake of work.

Morally, I'd suffer a decline maybe.

I won't bother about long lasting relations and one night stands would become more common. But, I don't see myself doing bat-shit crazy stuff, not in the beginning at least, because well... there are those  10 years to live and I don't want to spoil it with disease and disability.

There'd be more sports and more flirting and less of job hunting and more of partying and less of cholesterol watching and faster biking and slower walking and ferocious reading and kind living.


What ifff?

So, now you have only a year to live A SINGLE GODDAMN YEAR TO DO IT ALL!!!!

Ahhh...hhhh..hhh.. Sorry my brain was exploding with the thought of it. Take it away it's too much, too awful, too short, too long.


Yup, deep breathing helps.


One year sucks, it's too short to do anything meaningful and too long to just sulk about it.

I'd go to a monastery to find some calm and travel again, but this time I'd be sadder and somber and more aware about the sword hanging over my head. This is like only a certain number of weeks left. So I'd have to plan them out, like winters for the beaches and summers for the hill stations and then partying in the cities when the monsoons are around and they've been cleaned of all the shit.

I might try for a visa to go to some exotic foreign land... If the process takes too long then I'd just fu&* it and go bombastic in India.. it has a decent amount of poverty to depress me in my last days. hey! I forgot about charity>>> I might try to teach kids in my last year, like really change their lives and see them succeed.. give them hopes and a positive mindset.

It would be more satisfying than just aimlessly roaming around.
Yup, that's what I'd do. Virtually adopt 20-30 orphans and spend my time in teaching them all I know, making them emotionally strong and gritty and self reliant.


What iffff?

I had only a week?

One week? God nooooooo... not this short a time

I'd just sell all my stuff and then move to some hotel and blow it on girls and drinks and drugs and tiger meats. I realised that deep within me, beneath the facade of a peaceful guy, there lurks that wanton suppressed desire to go crazy. I realised this only when I tried to imagine my last week on the planet. I mean, what else am I supposed to do?

I can fly away to different locations, commit crimes ( for novelty) and then run around naked ( again strictly a novelty thing) and eat a lot of banned stuff ( what the heck ) .. but it seems kind of sad somehow.

I mean, I'd love to fly out with my close friends and relatives to some hut in a hill station and then spend that time with them and have an amazing week just trekking, laughing, drinking myself to death, building bonfires and climbing trees and you know swimming in dangerous streams and jumping off cliffs into lakes. Yeah that sounds better. That's what I will do then.


What ifffff?

One day. A single day? Argghghhhh...


I love you. I had to say it to someone and I'd tell her. Then I'd also take my bike and visit every close friend, relative that I have and spend some quality time with them and have a good meal and be welcome death dancing with my best buddies ...

What ifffffF? seriously it's getting too ungrammatical ..

One minute.

A single minute ?

I'd run out of my room, hug my mother and say nothing till I pass away? Sounds cool?

Time changes how we view our lives and we keep pockets of it reserved for some uncertain future when someone would literally give us these pockets of time to full fill, except that life's a bitch and not everything happens how we imagined it would.

Maybe I should do it now.

All of it. 

Tuesday 25 October 2016

Sex and Slavery in South Asia

The Land of Chastity

South Asia has to be called the land of chastity. The sexual activity of women is taken very seriously here and is one of the major topics of conversation-albeit indirectly. The whole of the Indian subcontinent is inordinately concerned over the issue, so much so that at the slightest hint of a woman having sex outside of the socially allowed boundary, boom and she's killed by the social guardians, the spidermen and supermen of these countries, who focus not on crime, but on the sexual proclivities of individuals and how to maintain the boundaries that have been set by their tribal predecessors several thousand years ago.

You would not believe how many times have I been asked this question. "Why don't you concern yourself with the sexual life of your mother and your sister?"

The form wasn't the same, it was couched in the language of honour, which is more appropriately captured by the word 'izzat' and the masculine/feminine definitions of the word are differently put so that for a male- having sex with as many girls as he can is something that everyone can be proud about, while for a woman it can mean death. The males have to keep the females of their family/quasi tribe in check, while they go about fuc*&ing those women they can.

This irks me. The entire concept does. Bollywood of 90's is replete with instances of Indians going abroad and loosing their morality/culture ( used interchangeably) where strangely morality doesn't mean ethics in life, goodness, kindness... but only the following of the existing norms (even if they are superstitions) and protecting the chastity( especially virginity) of women. You can be mother Teresa, but the moment you have sex outside of marriage ( only for females), you are a slut and then anyone can rape you( because you are a free slut).

Such implications mean that both men and women are mentally trapped in the sort of the social box created. When you are fixated on sex, keep on devising secret ways of obtaining it and at the same time, abhor even it's mention in public life, you create a sort of an impossible trinity. It means that mass behavorial psychosis takes place and public behaviour/debates/attitude revolves around this highly repressed yet highly enticing topic.

One of the biggest reasons for the kind of underdevelopment, poverty and crime in INDIAN SUBCONTINENT can be directly attributed to this line of thought.

In the name of culture - the primeval tribal culture persists, where caste replaces the tribal identity. Here too violence is used to suppress individuals and keep the leaders powerful. But what instrument can be used to acheive obedience?

The chief instrument used is sexuality and it's counterpart religion.

HOW IT HAPPENS?

How what happens? Control that's what the game is about. Control is done by the people themselves. It happens via a very simple process, wherein the religious norms defines the groups to which the people belong. Earlier it used to regulate dress, diet, job- and everything else. Even now it's a potent influencer of these things. The rich and the very poor are largely excluded from control essentially because they cannot be controlled by the mob.


To maintain social order, sexuality is regulated strictly. This ensures that the in-group remains the same always and a constant situation of hostility remains with the outgroup. Hindus and muslims are the major antagonist in this situation but fear not, even if these two big groups weren't there, there were plenty of smaller groups to fight themselves to death... various castes, professions, every sort of division exists in the Indian subcontinent.


SO you have the groups and you have religion regulating their formation and keeping them in order. The purpose of having more groups is that some one can LEAD THEM and thus become an ELITE. In a hierarchal society, this is the most important part - to become the leader of some group/ any group. The powerful have a great incentive of doing so, for then they are spared of doing any work/ are free of social rules/ can pass on this advantage to their children.

Anyhow, the motive of restricting sexuality in the name of ethics and morals is to create a powerful PSYCHIC REPRESSION. This violent force is then transformed into SLAVISH OBEDIENCE OF THE LEADERS. How is that done?

When the basic need of a person is repressed, they cannot mature into an integrated wholesome person. It makes them stuck at a lower level development cycle- the higher needs of esteem/self actualisation are never met and the immature citizens are like putty in the hands of leaders to be used to their advantage without ever encountering any resistance!!!

It's all the more the most effective way of repressing people, for almost everyone feels the need to have sex due to their evolutionary characteristics. By repressing it, you make people PERMANENTLY GUILTY and such people are liable to be lacking in self confidence in their own ability to challenge the dictatorial leaders.

The hidden aspect of it leads to violence against women. I mean if you don't allow people to become mature and then make sex the forbidden fruit and eulogise those who conquer the women, you are bound to have some loons going over. The silliest part is that it didn't have to be sex at all. It could have been any thing - tabooing certain foods, tabooing certain exercises ...what not?

Cleverness lies in carefully weaving honour-culture-morality-sex in a single piece of psychic cloth that envelops everyone from childhood to death.

I want to tear this cloth open, but TRUTH and RIGHT WRONG are essentially principles of the social acceptability i.e.. you believe in what the majority say is right. I know that the entire concept is severely fun&*d up, but then if everyone around you violently believe in a principle, you are forced to stand back and mould yourself according to the social rights and wrongs.....















Why is India failing - citizen viewpoint

Max Weber defined the state as the "monopoly of legitimate violence" in society. This monopoly and the centralisation that it entails allows the state to become the enforcer of law and order, the provider of public services and to serve as the petri dish of economic activity. 

If the state fails to achieve any of these aims, the society sooner or later descends into chaos. India has recently seen a spike in violence emanating essentially from the calloused religious philosophies, that threaten to derail the growth of a modern state. 

With the coming of power of the BJP, the far right fringe of our country has had no hesitation in wielding the cudgel of violence upon those who they think are opposed to their philosophy. Essentially, this has meant that the vigilantes are allowed to supplant the state with the 'hood-winking' from authorities concerned as the beating of Dalits and massacre of Muslims show. 

Another threat to the legitimacy of the state comes in violence stricken areas like Kashmir and Manipur, where the brutal AFSPA act has allowed presumed subvention of justice. This has made the infuriated citizenry to rise up in arms and deny the state the legitimacy to control the situation. 

So far, the explanations given for the failure of the state to maintain its hold in these areas has been to blame external actors, to blame cultural/religious factors or even to blame the people themselves who have suffered the most out of the failure of the state's institutions. 

In Daron and James's 'Why nations fail', attention has been focused on the economic and the political institutions that govern any country and their role in success or failure of the nation. Wherever crises has presented a strong economic incentive, a political sub structure has automatically cropped up. These structures enable the elites controlling the political structure to choose concomitant economic institutions without any constraints. This feedback loop forms the bedrock of an 'extractive' economic setup; enriching the same elites who use political power for their economic ends. 

Incomplete Business of Independence

In more ways than one, the problem of Kashmir traces back to the very root of the problem that India as a nation is facing. Solving it would help us unravel the obstacles hindering our march to growth and prosperity. The violence of the partition and the quick war that followed forced Sardar Patel to retain the colonial administrative structure in order to consolidate the newly emerged nation's power. 

This might have been helpful in the initial dark days, but since then, this decision of Sardar has brought on darker days. The legacy of the Raj, the Indian Administrative Services, retained the inegalitarian ethos and the mentality of an extractive institution. Same sort of oppression was used against the local populace, but this time the beneficiary was different. The articulation of post independence governance structures has been to perpetuate the inequity and to consolidate the power of the new elites. 

It is for this reason that India cannot be said to have attained it's true independence even now. The elites might have changed their garb after independence, but the on ground situation for the millions of oppressed and deprived is yet to change. 

The ineffectual judicial process, the biased policing and the corrupted political process cannot give rights and resources to the people in general. This leads to dissatisfaction, which can lead to violence and which in turn allows the draconian institutions to extend their power for the supposed reason to contain the violence that they helped create in the first place.

The economics of Kashmiri unrest 

If there were no gains to be made by anyone, no revolution or revolt would ever start. The Kashmir problem has taken the shape of a village fair, where the same performances are repeated year after year for an enormous amount of profit for some and losses for others. The real question is to ascertain who profits from this entire show, year after year. 

There is no doubt that the state of J&K is one of the most corrupt and mal-administered. There are pilferages at every stage and if there was no Kashmir issue, and no consequent central help packages, the state would have floundered long ago. Separatist leaders, Pakistani handlers, terrorist recruits all derive their profits in one way or the other; otherwise they wouldn't have orchestrated the massive propaganda campaign. 

AFSPA keeps terrorist activity under control, however it also generates more terrorists, acting as a causa sui and thereby perpetuating another deadly cycle. Since almost no civil servant has been held accountable for the violence, the mishandling of the situation, the inability to counter the propaganda and the general mishandling of the state's economy; there is absolutely no incentive for the administration to improve the situation except for personal or moral reasons. 

On the other hand, the powers and revenue mobilised to control the problems gives administrators more powers than they would have otherwise had. There are ways to control the crowd amicably, there are ways to set up intelligence networks to trap the key perpetuators of violence, to engage the society and so on. What is not there is the will to control the situation from within, for the elites and their extractive policies allow them to prosper out of this very situation; from extractions made on businesses, to cowing down people who raise dissent, to solidifying political positions, everything is as it should be, but only for some people. 

Hollow Idealisms and Solid Money

It is like the middle ages all over again where princes fight for lands and glory, while the soldiers die. How would a common Kashmiri, a common Pakistani or a common Indian be better off with or without Kashmir? The children of the separatist leaders, of the political leaders on both sides of the border won't die and suffer. The biggest irony is that even if Kashmir goes to Pakistan (or becomes independent and then gets invaded by Pakistan), the common man would suffer more economic and political hardships like their brethren do in Pakistan Administered Kashmir. Then, the idealism of 'Azaadi' is revealed as hollow. 

In the same vein, the rise of the right wing extremists is also because of the economic incentives gained by suppressing a certain class of people. Here the elites want to maintain their traditional socio-political hegemony by employing the spectre of the cow and religion.

Since the religion invoked sanctions won't work any longer, vigilantes try to enforce the inequity by force, making Dalits and Muslims suffer. Since the perpetuators and the ones who are in charge of controlling the situation both belong to the elite sections, the entire pogrom seems to be a ruse in order to increase economic and social powers of the elite. 

The real problem is therefore that of political and economic structures and the real solution is a realignment of society more equitably. The vicious circle of poverty, poor education, lack of opportunities, frustration-violence, fringe political mobilisation has to be breached at every level simultaneously. 

For this to be done, immense political will is required. Politics works on the incentives of the voters and thus ultimately, the burden of responsibilities comes down to us. The civil society needs to hold it's political representatives accountable for their actions and not be swayed by atavistic divisive campaigns. 

A change has to begin with the civil society, but it has to begin with the individuals constituting it first. Unless each and every one of us becomes more compassionate, egalitarian, truthful in our daily lives, we will continue to suffer under a manufactured tyranny of those who choose to scare the masses and by whom the masses choose to be scared. an